lots on my mind

I have not blogged in forever.

When I'm on the "on" month of chemo, I just don't have time.

I want to do a "day in the life -- chemo edition" on my next round.

It's seriously --

wake up, get the girls ready & drop them off at the sitters,

rush to chemo,

sit there for 4+ hours,

pick up girls,

force myself topick up and make supper and do the night routine

crash into bed.

 

The first week is never that bad.

 The second week I'm a little tired.

The third week I am really run down.

The fourth week I feel like an 18 wheeler run me over,

backed up, and ran me over again.

(I'm not dramatic or anything!)

 

Plus, some of my medications counteracted a couple weeksago

and I passed out in Hobby Lobby.

WHY it had to happen in just about the best store int hew hole world

I will NEVER know!

All is well now.An ambulance ride to the hospital and several test later,

I was sent home to rest. But don't these people know I have two small children?

What is restthey speak of?

But I finished this round last Thursday and I am back to blogging.

I will have an eye surgery in a couple weeks more on that later)

and we have campmeeting coming up soon at church,

but other than that, I'm back to blogging.

I have soooo much I want to blog about!

New recipes, sewing, updates on the girls, my crazy super curly hair,

and I plan to do some deeper blogs,

talking about what I experienced while I was in the coma.

You know, you really can hear people sometimes.

It's all fuzzy and jumbled and I didn't understand

why someone was praying over me and crying...

but you can hear.

 

And because no post is complete without a picture

here's my sweet Junebug sleeping with me the other night.

I love that precious little girl so much!